Tonight of all nights

OK some of you don't know but i have been kinda sick and today i was told i might have some thing wrong in my head other than it being empty(lol) n e ways on top of that my friend came in and ask whats going on with me and my guy to tell you the truth i don't know i don't want to be here but he is making it so hard to leave he accutaly was nice and bought me a gift for christmas OMG is this the end of the worldhe bought me a gift!!!!

So now i feel like even more like an ass to say i am not coming home on new years or at least i think i'm not don't know quite yet but i will let you all know what happeneds till then

HONK!!