What the hell

I need to know something now lately i have been in a pissy mood i admit but my old man is pissing me off to no end he needs to go this shit i can't stand anymore so what am i going to do buzz off and don't start with me anyone and you know who you are that is pissing me off so be gone

So now what

Am i just to nice of a person?

I have had a few offers from "older" men , I am not saying anything bad about it but i just feel like they want to feel younger by have a younger female friend. Oh well i don't know anymore.

Tonight was intersting though:

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I walk in the door with H and we were both on time. My boss tells me you are working a non- smoking party ( big sigh) me being a smoker that just makes me grr. He says i will come and relive me in an hour or so ok fine. Went over there at 6:30 8:30 comes around and he shows up fine he got stuck over there thats ok but let me go have my smoke! I get next door and everyone oders food "don't leave us so soon cook some more" sounds good to me .

Phone buzzes boss want me back ok sounds good more food oders they are trying to get me to say it doesn't work Damm.
friend calls got into a fight with his wife shit now what so we talk and i finally calm him down i get another break now L is working H is sitting down can't talk clear off tables back over damm that was too short ok sounds good i still have 2 hrs to drink right nope they want to stay later 1:30 i get out to tired to drink Damm fri night and no booze this sucks and all my friends are gone.

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Now i am tired can't sleep no buzz and have to get up in 4hrs

word of the day:

de·ri·so·ry

Expressing derision; derisive.
Laughable; ridiculous: a contribution so small as to be derisory.

This is my puppy chevy(picture)

trying hard

ok what is up with this does no one go out on mondays anymore well nothing really to say have a good night

Another lazy day

I did nothing today and it was great i didn't even go out and drink last night because i think enough people heard about fri so yeah

but hey i might go out agian this fri but sticking to bear it is my friend

Now the word of the day:

con·fab·u·late

To talk casually; chat.
Psychology. To fill in gaps in one's memory with fabrications that one believes to be facts.

CONBOBLED

Ok people this is not that hard it is just a word I made up it doesn't mean anything LOL

To all who saw me last night or heard about last night sorry %100 I am a drunken fool sometimes I should have learned not to MIX drinks I am going to stick to bear and bear only from now on and maybe some shots but not too many

hey be proud of me I didn't drive at all and I had fun from what I remember see you all next week

Sorry if this offends anyone(picture)

Who knows anymore

I don't know about this but i found out people care and not just say they do i had a friend from one of the bars i hang out at and he called tonight to see how my test was and i was shocked that he called

but now that it is over i just have to take more pills and i will be fine and not feel like i am prengant all the time ( which i am not)

i am glad to have you all as friends and thanks to all of you

Gag

Ok my test went fine and i have a dead stomach or that is what i saythere is some tecnhail term for it but now i am on more pills yeah i feel like i am fifty with as many pills that i am on oh goody for me


but tomrrow i go back to work and get to see my old friend ML and this is her first wed working so we will see how this will go it will be fine so come on up and try this newbie out on wed see you all soon

What a day

Hey everyone well today was a day I spent all day with my mother yeah

Of course you don't know about me and my mom so short story me+mom = really big headache

any way we had a lot of fun which is really scary we don't get along very well it always ends up in a fight of some sort but we hung out and laugh and it was creepy

But I got a test tomorrow so I am going to bed and not think of food( got to fast after midnight) so no beer no food means nighty night for me good night all and have a good day

Where has everyone gone

Where are youall i haven't seen stb or anyone matter of fact except dave btw where the hell is your site?

Tonight at work i had a lot of fun except for the cleaning of my kitchen how fun is that. The new guy for keroke was great he acutaly got people to sing and was a lot of fun! well i don't feel like ranting tonight so have a good one

Ok how does this sound

An coffee house / launrdry mat this is my new idea of the year by the time i turn 23 in juse i just might have the base work for this company done i have just been on the net for the last two hours finding out how much this little idea is going to cost me and you know whatit won't be that bad i think i can complete my dream finally yeah

ok i so far have had too much coffee HONK java java java!

see you all on weds

Sleep and sex no longer in my future

Ok yeah my life sucks my best freiend hates me and my best guy friend who gives me some happyness has left to go to the windy city shit shit shit my life sucks

any who i am feeling better thanks dave for your concern and now i just got a cough and achoos so now i am hyped up on even more cold med and sill feel like crap

well i hope to see some of you guys tonight hugs kisses

My voice needs to come back

Ok as you all know by now i am still sick i got the bug in the throat so he told me to stay home agian .... this sucks i need to go out i hate staying at home oh well though i will be back to work on sat i promise this is how i feel today except with out the beer lol you all have a good one and i hope to see you sat.

self asorbed

now that is what one of my so called"friend" called me yesterday am i self asorbed?

neways sorry i was not there last night i think i got what has been going around with everyone i had no voice once agian and i had a temp so sorry to all who miss me yeah right you guys miss me not in a long shot j/k

i hope to be there tonight i will see what my doc says to all stay healty and take your vitams

so who is going to sing tonight

Ok i just might drink a bit tonight hey what the hell i need to sometimes anyways so who will be there ? not just me making a fool out of myself now will it anyway we will see who shows

Oh boy

Ok i just went on a couple of my friends sites and i think i was drunk last night but wait not me i wouldn't do that not me. OK i don't know how many people saw me last night but i didn't think i was as bad as i know i was if that makes any sence

To dave and everyone else i hope you got a new years wish that you all wanted

i gald i got to know all of you and you have made my new years for me