IT b my birthday

to All who are missing my birthday today it ok but you can't miss the next one promise.
I have been thinking is this right for me to move out i heard i make a fool of myself a lot of times and not just at the bar who knows mybe they are right i am just to immature to know what it is to be in love or have respect for myself. Maybe i am just overreacting about this richie thing but i signed a lease i can't back out SOMEONE HELP ME AM I WRONG TO FEEL THIS WAY !!!!!